easter is: renewal,rebirth,resurrection

now there has been: sex.

virginity is not a thing. it�s a condition. it isn�t something that is lost or taken, unless you think it is. maybe it is for you; i don�t know really. for me, it wasn�t lost or taken.

am i a whore? no. maybe if it had been you, you�d be a whore, but i am not a whore, and knowing that makes me strong. strong enough to say: fuck you, christianity. i am not a whore.

i don�t even feel guilty. i don�t even know why i�m justifying myself. maybe i still feel like i owe you virginity. but virginity is not a thing; it�s the lack of a thing.

there is power in virginity, if you choose it, and there is power in �losing� it, if you choose to. the power is in being in control of your own ideas about what you do with your body, and not just taking someone else�s list of rules as the gospel of your own life without questioning it. and this is why i am light today�because this morning, i made up my own mind. the imposed morals and guilt of christianity are gone at last, and the Kat that i was born, undefiled by the Immaculate Deception�she is resurrected today.

Happy Easter.